It is with a heavy heart that I write this post.
Artie and I had received some information about a private adoption a few weeks ago. We were thrilled at the opportunity. We prayed and hoped, everything seemed to be falling into place. It was the perfect situation.
Today we received news that the mother will not be proceeding with the pregnancy.
It's not fair. It is not fair that the baby will never know life. It's not fair that someone has the opportunity to decide weather or not to be pregnant. It's not fair that we can not just "get" pregnant.
I would just like to be in her shoes for 1 day.
I tried not to get my hopes up...but I did. It is hard not too. These days I cling to hope...it is all I have.
So please pray for healing. Please pray for this mother as she has a difficult procedure to go through. Please pray that we see where God is leading us.